Bye bye 2015.. welcome 2016

On the last day of 2015, tiring.. we bring the kids ard n celebrate our sec prince 6th bday. 2015 wasn't a smooth yr for us.. the biggest regret was to loss our pepper boy suddenly.. my greatest achievement was to c my Shawn adapting well in sch n do well... n I got promoted ;)

For 2016 I hope the 2 boys will do well in primary school.. no complaints from sch for Roy.. chloe will not hv separate anxiety soon.. dear's n my career will continue smooth n stable w no hiccup.. may our 2016 will huat ah!!!

2015 prize giving

Our Shawn got top 3 in the class. We were invited to his prize giving ceremony. He bring us proud.

Then we head to next for lunch buffet.

2 Oct 2015 pepper left us forever

He fall sick suddenly. Pass urine w lot of blood.  Mother only told us on the Monday 28sep. We brought him to vet tat nite.. did many test but result was unknown. Given antibiotic to take.

He start to lose appetite. . Every morn.. i ride scooter.. went over early w Roy. . Feed him medicine n try give him food...

On 2 Oct morn.. 6plus am.. Mother called me.. after many miss call to dear.. she say.. pepper 亡生了... shock by her words.. went tell dear.. n start crying so loud

The sight of pepper.. lying there..not moving.. a scene tat I will nvr forget.. i sad.. but I keep thking.. he left us. Cos he dun wana burden us.. which make me feel even worst..

Use a white towel.. cover n carry him .. send him to mount pleasant. . Left him in the room..table..farewell my boy.. i will miss you..

Will rmb those wonderful time we spend together at yi shun. . When u first come to our hse.. i neglect u after Shawn born.. u nvr once hurt our babies.. when Shawn hv nitemare. . Cry non stop.. how u lick his foot to calm him down ...  how u smell my babies when they first come back home from hospital..

4 Oct 2015 receive call from mount pleasant. . Pepper ash ready for collection le.. left kids w mil..  went collect w my mum... get some papers.. n incense to burn for him..

Went ponggol end.. to spread his ash into the sea... somewhere which seng n I loves to go.. hope pepper is set free le.. no more cage up ..

Sorry pepper.. if u wasn't happy w us.. we didn spend lot of time with u.. but we r so sad to hv u leaving us so suddenly... if u reali leave bcos of worry tat we can't afford to spend so much medical fee on u... we thanks you.. but I must tell you.. i nvr give up on u..

Thanks for everything.. may you will hv better life in your next life..

New hp..again ..samsung s6 edge plus ..23aug15

Once again.. dear help me change a new hp.. n again.. i felt annoying. . And kee siao again..

Thanks dear.. n there goes our  $$$$

Long wkend on national day 2015

Long wkend.. from 7 til 10 aug.. long break.. but.. dun seem like a break to me n dear.. with the 3 kids.. somehow ..is more tiring..

We went science center but the crowded turn our mood down..one word.. sian..jin jia sian..plus the full hse carpark.. we need to park a distance away.. then had our dinner at jurong point.. the hongkong street there surprise us.. make me miss our hongkong holiday..

With dear went back to work on 7 n 9 morning.. we can only stay at home for those morning..

Now.. the last day of the break.. think of tmr i need to go back to work.. felt scare n sian.. tired.. but dun wana slp.. cos once i slp.. its tmr liao.. i dun wan tmr come so fast...

30jun2015 our 8th wedding anniversary

Got 1st hdb appt at 11.15am.. to sell off the yishun flat..

Went taka..coca eat steamboat. . Buy popcorn back for the kids...

A day when dad ot on sunday

Daddy need to go back office to work today. Hence mei was send to nah nah hse early in the morning. . Left with us.. now doing our work.. :)

Shawn turn 7yo

Pick him after lesson then wait for daddy to come back .. bring him to amkhub swensen. ..n watch ah boys to man.. buy him a ice cream cake...

Mayb he grow up a happy boy.. healthy ... n wonderful life ahead... We love him lots...

My feeling...

On a Sunday. . Like any Sunday. . Busy pass thro... .

Dun like the feel of tml going to work.. kind of scare. ..no tat tired to work feel.. is ... dun wana go ofc face all the work.. being ques. .

How  to carry on like this????

Shawn enter pri 1...

Isn't it fast. Suddenly shawn goes into pri1 already. He adapted very well. With day one dear n I went to sch with him.. went straight to the class room. Then he sat down at 2nd row near corridoor window. He is in 1 caring.

Dear sent Roy n chloe to cc then bring mother over. As tr ask us not to stand outside window to watch them. I rush dear to come faster. . In case he will miss to c where shawn sit.

We went seletar mall for bf.. then went back sch to c him.. orientation. .tr bring them walk ard the sch. Then I went sign up the volunteers. 

Spend some time at the garden.. wasn't sure when shawn ends. .. End up they start to dismissal early.. I quickly rush over to the main gate. . In case he come out n didn c us.. mother oso rush over ..

We tabao food for Shawn. . So ask mother bring him back while we went fix up seng car.

As days goes... Shawn getting more n more independent.  He now goes downstair n walk into the sch himself.  We still watch him from home to make sure he goes into the school safely..

We hope he learn n behave well.