Last wkend was a difficult wkend for me.. Or I sld say us...
I come to know I WAS preg on 28jul.. Receive my test kits n did my test.. So on 2aug.. I went for my first gyne check. Scan only see sac.. Doc comment maybe still too early.
Sec check up was last fri.. 19aug.. Bad news.. Still nothing. No heartbeat can't c bb.. Doc said bb not formin well.. Suggest I do blood test or wait for another wk.. I chose to give bb a wk.
On sat.. My discharge got worst.. Like first day mens.. I still take 2 tabs duphaston.. But no improve at all.. At nite it jus flow heavily le. I can't do anything as bb jus wana leave my body le.. Very sad.. After discuss with hb.. We decided to stop the medicine n let bb go ba
On 21aug2011, the huge clot blood flow out .. With bad cramp n it jus rush out.. I know bb is gone. My tummy no longer got cramp n tightness. My flow jus back to like mens.
It's over. I m reali sad. Can't believe I loss my bb like this.. Natural miscarriage. I have gone thro it le.. Seng keep telling me to let go.. Cos bb not health ma.. Etc.. But I reali sad to know I lost bb le.. Y must this happen since god wana give me a surprise gift yet take away like tat..
Tdy I m back to work as per normal.. I m still moody but life still got to carry on. I can feel tat I m not preg le.. Feel so different.. Flow not heavy as all try. Jis hope it can clear by fri when I go back to do scan. I dun wana go for d&c pls..
Monday 22 August 2011
Roy first day to Sch on 1 aug 2011
Roy goes to school. On 1Aug2011, he was send to moriah schoolhouse at abt 8.15am. He went in with Shawn.. Shawn bring Roy to wash room wash hand. Then Shawn bring Roy to the table to sit down to eat their breakfast. Roy seem fine with me stand at one corner far away.
But once he finish eating, he started to look after me.. Crying for mummy.. N non stop repeat tat.. I try to leave him n peep outside the childcare. Turn out Shawn saw me n cry.. Omg!!
Went lunch with hubby and rest at new hse. When teacher call me n I miss tat. Luckily mil at home waiting. So she went down to pick Roy at 2pm. Cos he is not sleeping and cryin.
Bring him back n slp til 4plus.. He looks fine at home.. But nite slp was affected.. He keep wake up to cry..
Day2- 2aug2011
Roy went school about the same time. He cry when I pass him to teacher. So teacher ask me to accompany him for breakfast. After tat.. I try to move away from him. Til teacher ask me to let him try. N he still cry n cry..
Afternoon nap need to carry to slp. Wake up when he was put on bed.so teacher call me at 3pm to bring him back..
He was so happy when he saw us there.. Poor thing!!!
Day3- 3Aug2011
Still bring him to Sch at 8 plus .. He still cried.. But teachers manage to calm roy down n stop crying.. was told by teacher he do improve le:. Mil n I peeping outside. N we drag til 5pm.. Til I wana bring him back.. He fall aslp le. So I waited outside til 5.30 then bring both of them back together.
The second wk was a surprise to us. Roy stop crying completely. Let teacher Carry him in happily. N wave to us with no rush for us to leave or hide from him.. He jus go in smile n no struggle.
So glad he can adapt so fast n well. Every morning he will wake up at abt 6plus n have his milk n bread or biscuit. Get change n wash up n get ready to go Sch le. He is enjoying it. He eat well in school n even my mum said he look so cheerful now. N gain weight le wo.. N is only 3wks of Sch. Well done my boy!!!
But once he finish eating, he started to look after me.. Crying for mummy.. N non stop repeat tat.. I try to leave him n peep outside the childcare. Turn out Shawn saw me n cry.. Omg!!
Went lunch with hubby and rest at new hse. When teacher call me n I miss tat. Luckily mil at home waiting. So she went down to pick Roy at 2pm. Cos he is not sleeping and cryin.
Bring him back n slp til 4plus.. He looks fine at home.. But nite slp was affected.. He keep wake up to cry..
Day2- 2aug2011
Roy went school about the same time. He cry when I pass him to teacher. So teacher ask me to accompany him for breakfast. After tat.. I try to move away from him. Til teacher ask me to let him try. N he still cry n cry..
Afternoon nap need to carry to slp. Wake up when he was put on bed.so teacher call me at 3pm to bring him back..
He was so happy when he saw us there.. Poor thing!!!
Day3- 3Aug2011
Still bring him to Sch at 8 plus .. He still cried.. But teachers manage to calm roy down n stop crying.. was told by teacher he do improve le:. Mil n I peeping outside. N we drag til 5pm.. Til I wana bring him back.. He fall aslp le. So I waited outside til 5.30 then bring both of them back together.
The second wk was a surprise to us. Roy stop crying completely. Let teacher Carry him in happily. N wave to us with no rush for us to leave or hide from him.. He jus go in smile n no struggle.
So glad he can adapt so fast n well. Every morning he will wake up at abt 6plus n have his milk n bread or biscuit. Get change n wash up n get ready to go Sch le. He is enjoying it. He eat well in school n even my mum said he look so cheerful now. N gain weight le wo.. N is only 3wks of Sch. Well done my boy!!!
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