Long holiday over

I was on leave for 3wks.. to clear my remaining maternity leave.. n its over le.. left with a wk leave.. which i shall take on the christmas wk..

tml i need to get back to work le.. feel so tiring after the chalet.. which hubby book for me ..to relax.. but somehow i jus dont feel relax at all.. more tiring ... so we decided to return home on sat nite instead..

Shawn first chalet at downtown east..Blk L room 2108.. he was so excited tat i skip all the afternn naps... tat make him so tiring on sat nite oso..

N We LOST shawn little pillow.. i was so upset over there... found out on sat.. i went thro the route which we went ard the resort.. jus hope to find it.. n yet..still cant find it... sat nite while shawn was sleep at home.. he woke up at 1plusam... cry so badly.. i think he is look for the pillow...so daddy n i decide to go back downtown east again.. we ask at the help desk.. see whether any nice person bring it to them... daddy even look at the bin everywhere ..tot ppl might throw it there.. i ask the cleaner aunty.. but.. still cant find.. i felt so bad.. i lost my son favourite pillow.. lousy mummy.. hope he will get use to other pillow soon..

went to my cousin bb ger 1st mth.. was surprise to see one of my cousin bb..she was 3 mth old le.. but..she wasn born with genes problem.. need help to drink milk.. n doc say the bb will b slow in learnin etc etc.. her first baby was all fine.. but y second bb can b like tat.. i start to think..sld i really go for sec bb... i m scare..

shawn sleeping now.. will he wake up to cry??? hope not,,,

HuiLing and i with our darlings at the chalet..