Public holiday..

tdy is a public holiday.. but makes no different for me lol.. cos its a saturday ma.. n i m off on wkend de lol..  but hubby still got to work tdy.. heng his supervisor suggested half day work.. but will b goin lunch together first b4 comin back home... he was askin me whether to go with them or not.. since its sat n he is workin on sun again.. will not have much time to accompany me.. but i still ask him to go ahead lol.. jus dun wan him to feel left out... ask him to tao bao lunch for me le.. keke.. waitin for him to come back..

i was watchin a baby program jus now on channel U.. so envy the couple.. able to deco a room for their newborn.. how i wish i can oso.. some thk i reali feel so unfair for my hubby.. havin to live in with his parents..all becos of me.. we quarrel yty nite over this issue.. start all becos i ask him.. where sld we put the baby bed... we know tat our room is far too small to add on a new baby bed.. but... i reali hope to add in a small space for our new member.. he nvr reali tot of tat... n i continue to ask him abt where to keep all the baby's stuff etc etc... i know i m too much... keep goin on n on.. make him "blow up" n said " if only we can have our own flat.. all these not a problems liao lol..." i know wat he mean... cos i need to support my mum's hse.. tat cos us not able to get our own flat.. n he had to live in with his parent... but i didn admit my tot... i reply him " u sure u can afford the hse.. have the $$ for reno now etc etc " ... ... it jus continue... til the last sentence from him stop me " if ur mother place got space to put baby stuffs.. then move back lol.. "

i was hurt by tat sentence... wat i understand from tat sentence was... he is chasin me back home... i keep quiet... tryin to calm myself down.. tears starts rollin down... then he notice somethin is wrong... he apologise to me.. but he duno wat he had did tat hurt me.. i told him.. how i feel from tat sentence he say.. kekeke... then he started laughin.. while i still cryin leh.. *faint*... he say.. he mean WE move back my mother place together la... OOOOO ic ic... hehe ... i thk too much la...

thk we reali got to cut down from tat list of items we need to buy for newborn le,... too much item to follow from tat list... we reali got no space to put ALL the stuffs... reali need to plan le..